Tonight. I. will. not. party.
I will go home and watch tv, and go over my music for the orchestra rehearsal. I will eat healthy food and I will get lots of sleep. I will revel in my last night of calm peace and alone time for 10 days.
I will begin the countdown:
6 days til Joe comes home
6 days til opening
14 days til my first audition of the season
43 days til the wedding
And, somehow, I promise to still stay present in the now, which is, after all, all we ever really have.